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hello entry, i'm nate or natu. whatever you want to call me i don't mind, i take nicknames too. i've had private thoughts as my own puzzle pieces for awhile in my journals but never really had anywhere to put them.
so here i am, and because if i leave this place empty it'll eat me up inside until i finally do something.
so i'm sitting,
not really doing anything, feeling the axis of the planet turn slowly.
there's alot of things that turn; wheels, yo-yos, merry-go-rounds, the hard disk in your computer, me sometimes when i'm on one of those thrilling wheely chairs :3
either way,
i wonder if maybe existence itself spins. or perhaps, a spiral.
what if life was a kaleidospic spiral. i mean, spirals are just a 'path of a point in a plane moving around a central point while continuously receding from or approaching it'. they usually have a end, well, most spirals atleast.
so maybe thats death, the calming relaxing end of the dizzyness and circles.
the universe expands, the galaxies spin, blackholes are spirals that vaccum things into it, so i reckon maybe life is the same way.
people usually reference journeys as a line, sometimes going up and down but isn't that boring? the goal is usually to go to one point, yes, but wouldn't it be more exciting if we got to spin as if we are on one of those carnival rides that spin around with the teacups and the corny music.
what is it called again?
...
i searched it up, it's just 'tea-cup ride'
hahahaha.
thats funny. probably. maybe.
anyways
from your outer thoughts to inner soul, may you follow your spiral in life and enjoy it well.
i know i ain't.
so here i am, and because if i leave this place empty it'll eat me up inside until i finally do something.
so i'm sitting,
not really doing anything, feeling the axis of the planet turn slowly.
there's alot of things that turn; wheels, yo-yos, merry-go-rounds, the hard disk in your computer, me sometimes when i'm on one of those thrilling wheely chairs :3
either way,
i wonder if maybe existence itself spins. or perhaps, a spiral.
what if life was a kaleidospic spiral. i mean, spirals are just a 'path of a point in a plane moving around a central point while continuously receding from or approaching it'. they usually have a end, well, most spirals atleast.
so maybe thats death, the calming relaxing end of the dizzyness and circles.
the universe expands, the galaxies spin, blackholes are spirals that vaccum things into it, so i reckon maybe life is the same way.
people usually reference journeys as a line, sometimes going up and down but isn't that boring? the goal is usually to go to one point, yes, but wouldn't it be more exciting if we got to spin as if we are on one of those carnival rides that spin around with the teacups and the corny music.
what is it called again?
...
i searched it up, it's just 'tea-cup ride'
hahahaha.
thats funny. probably. maybe.
anyways
from your outer thoughts to inner soul, may you follow your spiral in life and enjoy it well.
i know i ain't.
