she's beautiful to me.
she is so beautiful.
yes, she is snooty.
yes, she is kinda rude.
yes, she is mean but she is beautiful to me.
as pretty as the sky, she reminds me of all the peace in life.

she is you,
your eyes are mesmerising,
i can always get lost in them.
you're captivating
its like you have some hold on me,
you walk without care because you know your worth
you do things effortlessly,
i can't help but watch

i love to hear you speak,
i could listen all day
your voice is alluring to my ears, our brief conversations keeping me sane

i love looking at your lips, i wonder how'd they feel pressed to mine.

mi amor.

i like you. okay?

if to like was to love, and if love had a ceiling i must've shattered it from above and then i fell.

if fell was to fall in love im prepetually falling and you never fell for me at all.

thats probably my fault, the nerves inside me never let me get close enough to say hi or even talk to you directly but at least i get to see you.

at least i get to look at you pass by me in the halls, short brief moments that ill hardly ever forget but you don't notice.

i would tell you all of this personally, but im just too shy.
i like you, im frustrated i do because its annoying to like someone that wants nothing to do with you.

i cant be your friend, i cant even look you in the eye because i know the expressions on my face wont lie and i consider it for a moment;
what if i walked to you and said " do you ever need a vacation from  constantly living in my head?? "
but i know thats just stupid so no.

i dont know what happens in my mind but when you appear, the world just seems to stop.

since you came along, ive been falling in love.
some parts of this seem parasocial, or just an infatuation but the feelings won't go away.
i hope i don't sound desperate, i really don't know what im expecting out of this but i wanted to come clean anyways.

y te doy mi corazón
ten cuidado, por favor
No soy demasiado buena en el amor

if i give you my love, please be careful with my heart. i've been stuck in the same place in life because im not too good at love.

though you'll probably never remember my name I'll cry for you eitherway.

- J

__

authors note:
OH HOW IT'D BE TO BE LOVED AND WRITTEN ABOUT LIKE THAT T_T
.

Profile

ngatusthoughts: a drawing of my avatar with an eye injury thats censored, just meant to look cool :) the style is cartoony (Default)
rottinggutz
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags